dedicate to buddy or rather buddies
Thursday, December 14, 2006
hahs, i wrote this out of boredom, do not take it seriously. if only there's a buddy that is as good as the one mentioned below. i will try to improve though, since it sounds quite simple, i will try to edit it to make it more profound.
where are you buddy? im feeling so low. things have not been perfect for me. i wanna talk to you right now. only you can cheer me up with all your jokes and gives me advices that clear my mind off all the troubles and lead me to the good path of life. you told me not to take the wrong path of life, not to follow those people, as it will only do harm to me. i've listened to you and in the end, i realised it and glad that i didnt make the wrong decision. seriously, where've you been to? where are you now? why wont you come back buddy?. are you at some fairyland enjoying yourself now? can i join you too? i hate this world that gave me the troubles that's troubling me painfully. and... i know that it will never end. i hate the people scolding and bullying me. i hate them for not giving me chances. why wont they just understand? all they do is to laugh and talk bad about me behind my back. i had enough. i need a break. buddy, do you know that you had always been the best, you never scold me, you never despise me, you always give me chances, you didnt renege on your promises, you will always try your best to fulfill my wishes. i shall say, im very grateful to have a buddy like you. being with you is always wonderful, truthfully, the best time of my life. thanks buddy for everything, trusting, having patience on me, giving me endless chances and playing with me like no others will do. buddy i miss you . ): please come back, but i know you never will, you will only appear at night in my dreams. do you know that i miss you dearly? how i wish you were by my side throughout those painful times. i do hope that people will be more like you, but they never will. cause theres only one unique one of you. bye buddy although i know that i'll miss you a lot, seeing that i cried almost every night when thinking about you, but, i know.... i will have to let go. bye buddy. thank you buddy for everything that you have done for me.
(10:37 PM)
